Wed 11/15/06 1:46 AM

Dear Family,
This is a story told by Sister Amelia McConkie wife of my mission president Bruce R McConkie. Hope that you enjoy it. We have not heard from anyone accept Aaron for quite awhile. Hope all is well. Love Dad


Sister McConkie's story:*



"In Relief Society today our closing song was 'I Believe in Christ.' Then,
as we began our Fast and Testimony meeting, our opening song was 'I Believe
in Christ.' This co-incidence made me think that perhaps it's time I share
with you how we got this hymn.



"Some 15 years ago, my husband Bruce R McConkie was very ill. The doctor
told us he had two months to live, at the most. However, Bruce felt he
still had some things he wanted to do. The Brethren gave him a blessing and
his family gathered to share their faith and prayers. He lived an
additional fourteen months, although he was very ill much of that time. He
never thought he wasn't going to get better. He told me time and time
again that this was the Lord's test for him, and that he had enough faith in
and of himself to be healed.



"Early in February, on an overcast day much like today, I decided to make a
pie to cheer him up, as he loved pie. While I was doing this he lay on the
floor in our bedroom, which he often did. He had a pencil and paper in hand
and was writing. Then he came into the kitchen where I was working and
said, 'Do you want to hear what I'm going to talk about in conference?'



"The pie was almost finished and I wanted to get it in the oven, but I

soon realized that you don't make pies while he's talking like this. So I
stopped and sat down to listen. He read to me his talk, and I said, 'It's
the most beautiful thing you've ever written, but how will you ever do it?'
He was so ill and so weak. 'I don't know,' he answered, 'but I will.'



"His doctor was so worried, 'You've got a dying man on your hands; you

must not let him speak at conference. If he tries, he will collapse on

nationwide television.' But I couldn't try to stop him. He was determined
to do it and nothing could have stopped him. Our son said, 'I don't think
there's anything Dad wanted to do more than preach that last sermon at
conference.' So our children fasted together, asking that their father
would have the physical and emotional strength to fulfill his wish.



"During the Saturday morning session of April 1985 General Conference, a
thin Bruce R. McConkie took his place at the pulpit and despite his

weakened condition, he bore majestic testimony to the truths so integral to
his life and mission. He testified, 'I am one of his witnesses, and in a
coming day I shall feel the nail marks in his hands and in his feet and
shall wet his feet with my tears. But I shall not know any better then than
I know now that he is God's Almighty Son, that he is our Savior and
Redeemer, and that salvation comes in and through his atoning blood and in
no other way.' (Excerpted from his conference address).



"The following Sunday Elder Packer visited him at home and gave him a

blessing in which he told Bruce he should 'quit resisting the will of the
Lord.' We both knew that he meant. At the conclusion, with tears running
down his face, Bruce looked at me as I stood at the foot of the bed, and
said, 'Amelia, do you know what he just did?' "Yes,' I answered, 'he has
sealed you unto death.'



"That was so hard on Bruce. He wanted so much to live. But as I showed
Elder Packer out, Bruce got up, folded the bedspread as he always did at
night, got ready for bed, and got under the covers. Always before he would
insist that I make the bed and he would lay on top of it, fully dressed.



But this was his way of saying to the Lord, 'I am bowing to your will.' He
passed away a short time later."



"What a great blessing to have the beautiful hymn, "I Believe in Christ",
taken from his testimony.